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 hari ni aq ase mcm nk mengamok jak... tentu pasal jantan..haruss larh..mang sakit kepala aq nih...hati jgn ckp larh...tuhan jak yg tahu... ari2 aq asik nk begadoh betumbuk j dgn die..kdg2 aq kesian jgk sama die ni..tpi pnh die pkir aq??? cemana aq teguling kt cni sorg2..ade die amek kesah?? die ley wat derkk je...eh..apa masalah ko ha?? aq nk wat cemana lagi??? tpi hakikatnya aq sayang dgn die..kalau larh die tahu cemana byk aq syg die..tentu die layan aq lebih baik...tpi aq cume bole mimpi j larh...sume tuh mcm mustahil jak,,.. yg buat aq bgg lg die bongok kan aq..memang terbaek larh ko... ape2 pon aq x pnh dendam dgn die,, n that's the way i am... baek x kene tmpt sampai org bole pjk2 mcm tu..xde respek...what ever it is,, happy new year syg..

well....i smoked shisha

sound a bit awkward..but yess..i do..lau sebelum ni aq cume dgr n tengok saja org layan bende ni..n aq x pnh terpk pon nk try..sumenye belaku tanpa aq rancang.. aritu aq tensyen sgt..just bcoz of him..i feel lonely,,frustrated..so my brother took me out for dinner.. at the bistro we look it served shisha to customers..so i voice out to him.."lets try shisha"..at first,,he scolding me..but then..agreed.. we took one..and haha...seumur idop aq xpnh sentuh benda ni..tpi tensyen punye pasal aq try..mase tu..satu bistro look at me..ye la bcoz im wearing tudung..kan huduh npk..dgn  ase kekok,terbatuk2 isap natang ni..but i dont really care..sebab kpl aq terlalu berat,,semak,,n sabut..so aq layan..all  i can say is quite layan gak r shisha ni..dgn asap bekepol2..ilg sekejap die dr ingatan aq..but i smoke x egt...so the result is aq high kejap..haha..damN..afta 2,3 sedut tu aq da ley adapt..abg aq ckp u smoke well ha..pandai layan..well,adik sape..kehkehkeh..pandai x pandai r bang,,tpi sampai mtk topup 3 gelas air jarang..pe citer tu?? layan punya layan, jam dah dekat kul 12..so we decide to back home..mase nk blik tu,once aq tolak kusi..hah!!thats it,,pening kot.. aq jln pon xbtul..nasib x jatuh j..lau x maluuuuu...wihihhi...

big girl dont cry....

hi all...wihihiiiiii....erm arini nk story bout my peberet song...ermm..im sure korg sume familiar dgn lagu ni an...sape x knl fergie ni...damn SEXY seyh...sy cemburu dgn segala yg ada pd die...wait..PERLU KE?? okeis,, this song,,is one of my favorite song lah... i bet kite sume pasti ade few songs yg kite suke..lagu yg bole cure kite,,the song yg bole reduce the sadness,,frustration,,pain etc..so do i..aq pn ade quite numbers gak la..antaranya this song: big girl don't cry..1st time aq dgr lagu ni..is when i wanna go to uum sintok..tahun 2007..haha,,tahun keramat neyh...ngeeeee....my brother ahmad rudy,,dedicate this song to me..he said sambil gelak.. "here the best song for my little sis"...damn...sentap kot aq..haha,, p tape la...love pny pasal..aq layan...actually....for the whole these times aq x pnh jauh ng family..so each time when i listened to this song,,aq akn nangis (dlm toilet)...hhehe,,keji kot..at that time aq akn tny my self...judin,,asal ang kejam sgt??...mase tu..wahaha,,,air mata da sama laju dgn air yg trun dr shower kolej muamalat...hahahaha...bikin malu..but as the time moving,,aq pon da ley adapt ng my new environment...my campus life..but this song is still remain as my favorite because lagu ni mampu beri aq semangat bila aq down...so...x mau ckp bbyk..uols layan je ok...=)

butterfly fly away from me...

aren't they beautiful?? yess..sangat cantik..y butterfly?? hurmm..i wonder why...sebenarnye ade cite di sebalik cite...ececece...kesah ni berlaku long long ago...around 15 yrs if im not mistaken..GOSH
...lamenye...orite..back to the story.. dulu aq ley dikategori kn as a butterfly luver,,but since that day everything changed.. dat time me and kodesh (where av u been kodesh??) nk ke lady,, but tanpa sedar ade swang classmate aq ni..boi opkos..ade ke punye baghal pg sergah aq ng rerama yg sgt gedabak..ha amek kaw...aq pon..dgn lantangnye melontarkan pitching aq yg agak mantopp..huahua..the question is..mantopp ke?? so..classmate aq td pon pe lgi..lari lintang pukang sebab bingit kot..mase tu..mang ai..tuhan jek yg tau cane aq rase...nk luruh jantung aq kot...1st time aq dihadap kn dpn rerama...masih segar dalam pkiran aq neyh..mata die,,sesungut die...sayap die yg dok tergedik2 tu..eiiii yerkkk...habis kecoh 1 blok...dek jeritan maut aq...hahaha...so,,sejak dr saat dan detik itu la..aq jadi F.O.B.I.A dgn natang yg we call as rama-rama...especially the big one...sumpah lau tersempak dpn q..rela aq u turn balik...wakaka...oh ya..pd kengkawan yg selalu tny aq soklan ''eh,,asal ko takot ng rama2 eh?"..guys..ni la sebab and citenye...pasni no more asking this kind of question ya..but..sadly..classmate aq tu pon da xde...tuhan lebey syg die..al fatihah..

a journey begin here..

wihihihi...saya gee ahmad..newcomer..=).. i dont know what to share actually..just drop by to explore ape yg seronoknye when we tulis2 kt cni..but for sure..4 those yg really luv to tulis2 dlm blog,they must be an artist which is..too many ideas yg mereka nk sharing la kan..pape pon.. i will try to update my blog so that u guys out there x buhsan..soalannye..sonok ke?? huhu..